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Mom of three amazing, active, individuals, marketing executive and wannabe chef and decorator, married to Mr. Amazing

Who’s the Aufore?

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Flashback to when my youngest child was in preschool.   The teacher had a routine when she would read a book to the class.  The children would gather around the teacher in the “reading corner”… a book shelf filled with books, soft carpet squares, pillows, bean bags and a few real chairs (but they were real small chairs).  The teacher would hold the book up in the air and show the cover to the children.  They she would point to and read the Title of the book.  And then she would point to and read the name of the Author of the book.  And they she would point to and read the name of the Illustrator of the book.

My daughter insisted on the same routine at home.  It took me a while to catch on to the process.  My daughter would select a book and we would snuggle up together on her bed to read a book before bedtime.  I would open the book to the first page and she would grab the book and flip bag to the cover and ask “Who’s the Aufore?”

Last week I was attending a company meeting. We had an outside guest speaker from a social media consultancy.  Naturally he and a colleague had written a book which was given to all of us attending the meeting.   I was listening mostly intently to his presentation when I casually picked up my copy of the book.  I flipped it over to the front cover and looked at his name at the bottom and thought “Who’s the Aufore?”

Savings for Dishes

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I’m sitting at the dining room table with my laptop, a cup of coffee and a creamy white serving bowl next to my laptop.  As is my routine these days, I got up early to work out on the elliptical machine and then went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee and unload the dishwasher before getting my family up.

As I was putting the dinner plates in the cabinet, I noticed the stacked serving bowls on the next shelf.  On the bottom of the stack was a bowl I have had since I was in high school.  It is creamy white Nikko brand from the “Classic Collection”.  The bowl is shaped like a stop sign — is that octagonal?  And has a ridge pattern just below the rim.  In another cabinet, there is a matching serving platter in the same pattern.  Somewhere along the line, there was a third oblong shaped serving dish.

Why did this particular serving dish catch my eye this morning?  Well, first off is its longevity.  The dinner plates are only a few years old and we’ve already chipped most of the set and completely broken all but three of the cereal bowls.   This Nikko serving dish is definitely quality to last so long.  And it has been a long time indeed.  These plates survived high school and college and graduate school and marriage and kids  now approaching college age.  And standing there at the cabinet, I thought of all the time that has passed and all the apartments and houses this plate has been in and all the meals for friends and family it has served.

And then I remembered how I got the dish in the first place.  I had opened my first savings account for my babysitting and math tutoring money.  The bank was offering a promotional incentive to encourage people to make deposits.  A set of serving dishes could be earned.  And earn them I did.  I felt so grown up and planful.  I wasn’t even out of high school and I was saving for my future and envisioning my first apartment.  I probably paid 4X what the dishes were worth and it took me years to earn them.  But I did earn them.  And I still have them.  And I still use them.

 

Network Isn’t Work

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Years ago, several enterprising executive women at the company I work for, decided to start a women’s networking group.  I was asked to be a founding member, though we called ourselves “charter members” because “founding” sounded too old and stodgy and colonial.  I was at first, skeptical.  Yes, I think of myself as a career oriented working mother but I’m no Gloria Steinem.

Well, we got this group off the ground.  We had about 20 charter members from across the company and across the country.  We’d meet face to face a few times a year and had conference calls every month.  We established a charter and guiding pillars.  We had a platform and we made a difference.  And eventually we turned the reigns over to other women leaders in each of our local chapters.

And I learned some amazing lessons from these amazing women, those who started the group and those who have taken it over and grown it.  You don’t need a lot of structure to get things done…you just need a common purpose.  The busiest people are often the ones who can take on more.  The higher you go in an organization, the more you need a cadre of trusted advisors who will give you the straight scoop.  And, the most important of which is that a network isn’t work, it’s a net.

Life Lessons — Figuring It Out

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Lately, I find myself saying “So what did you think of that?” “What would you different next time?”  “Why do you think (s)he did/said that?”  And I must admit, it is very hard to keep my mouth shut and let my kids figure things out for themselves..

Both of my older children are experiencing the ups and downs of group projects in school and what it really means to be on a team.  Up until this point, group projects were mostly arts and crafts and a chance to gossip and giggle for an afternoon.  Up until this point, sheer athleticism outweighed any need to truly work together as a team on the field.

But now the stakes are higher.  Group projects in school are more “divide and conquer” both out of scheduling necessity and teacher design.  Team sports are now at the competitive level where one or two strong players can no longer carry the team.  They are learning that everyone has a job to do.  And when one person doesn’t hold their own, the whole team suffers.

And they are appreciating who is working up to their full potential and who is slacking off.  They have great compassion for someone putting forth their best effort.  Despite potentially less talent, the person trying their best is someone they want to work with.  They are recognizing that sometimes your best friend can be a little lazy.  And that it is okay not to want to work with them on joint projects.  And the real friend accepts that.

And I’m just letting them figure it out on their own.

Cheated by Summer — But Not by Fall

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Getting ready for work this morning, I was gazing out our bedroom window.  (Yes, I literally caught myself gazing.)  Our bedroom is on the second story and there are three trees planted right outside so that the leaves are at window level.  And while I was fiddling with my jewelry and gazing into the leafy canopy, I noticed that some of the leaves were turning bright red around the edges.

As hot and dry and miserable as it has been for us and much of the country this summer, you would think that I would embrace the first signs of the welcoming cool and crisp mornings that make autumn my favorite season.

But I felt a bit of remorse and a little bit cheated.  Our summer had been so busy with sports camps and weekend tournaments and storm damage clean up and weeding in a vegetable garden that was not cooperating, that I felt we hadn’t had a real summer break.  We hadn’t just hung out on the back deck, swatting at mosquitos until we couldn’t take it anymore.  We hadn’t grilled out and roasted marshmallows.  We hadn’t caught fireflies.  We hadn’t eaten ice cream from the Good Humor truck.  We hadn’t ridden our bikes all through the neighborhood until it was almost too dark to see.  We hadn’t played flashlight tag.  We hadn’t eaten watermelon with the juice dripping and staining our T-shirts.

And I won’t make that mistake again.

And with autumn on the cusp, here are our plans:  picking apples, going to the Renaissance Festival, making hot cider, buying a new sweater, going to Friday night football, tailgating, corn mazes, using the heat lamp on the deck and wrapping in a blanket so that we can stay up late talking, bon fires, picking pumpkins, roasting pumpkin seeds, making granola, loving orange.

Matching Towels

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Over the years, I have bought bath towels, hand towels and dish towels in different colors and patterns each intended for a different room.  When we updated the  powder room with a granite countertop and chocolate-brown walls, I bought the white hand towels with a bit of brown piping.  When we remodeled the kitchen, I found gold dish towels and some with a Parisian street scene that complemented the window treatments.  Our daughters’ bathroom is like a beach cottage with white cabinetry and pale green walls, so naturally the bath towels with pale green, blue and cream squares were just perfect.

To my eye, there is absolutely no question as to which room each towel belongs.  And yet, today when I opened the towel drawer in the kitchen, there freshly laundered and neatly folded, was a brown checked hand towel.  We don’t even have brown in the kitchen.  Not to mention the size…this towel was only for salad plates.

Now some of you are reading this and thinking “What has she got to complain about?  Obviously someone brought up the clean laundry and put it in the towel drawer?  Isn’t that a good thing?”  And you are absolutely right.  I am delighted that clean towels made their way to drawers and linen closets and towel bars.  I guess I’m just overly optimistic that someone might actually look at my carefully selected towel that so perfectly matches the decor and put it in the right spot.

And don’t get me started about the “Happy Halloween” towels that live on well into winter or the “Snowmen” towels that finally hibernate around Memorial Day.

Mothers, Men and The First Day of School

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Last week, my kids went back to school.  I know…very early this year!  August 15th!  Something about getting the first semester wrapped up before winter break.  Or maybe wanting an extra week of teaching before state mandated achievement tests.  In any event, they went back.

And I was traveling on business.  Bummer.

As posted previously, we had already enjoyed the traditions of new clothes shopping and school supply shopping.  And it’s not like it was the first day of school as in first day of kindergarten.  But I still missed it.  I missed the super extra bath the night before.  I missed checking the backpack fifteen times.  I missed debating whether or not they should buy lunch or pack lunch.  I missed scrounging around in my purse for enough money to buy lunch.  Thanks to technology, I didn’t miss helping to pick the perfect first day outfit.  My older daughter texted me options and I voted from my hotel room.

I kept asking my husband if he needed me to make him lists and he kept reassuring me “I’ve got it”.  I knew he did but didn’t want to hear that.  I wanted to be there and I wanted to be needed.  Perhaps that’s why he texted late that night to confirm what time each needed child needed to get up and when each of their schools started.  Thank you for needing me.

I called home that morning, timing my call such that they should be up and mostly finished with breakfast but not quite in the chaotic 5 minutes before they are out the door, to wish everyone well and then went off to my meeting.

As we settled around the conference table, opening laptops and stirring coffee, I mentioned that it was my children’s first day of school.  My female colleague made a sad face and said sympathetic things like “you poor darling” and generally gave words of encouragement.  The men across the table smiled and said something along the lines of “bet you’re happy not to be there”.  And such is the difference between mothers and men.

A New Pencil Case

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What is it about shopping for new school supplies?

It seems that ever since school ended, my youngest child has been asking “when are we shopping for school supplies?” every single day  For the older kids, shopping for school supplies has definitely taken a slight back seat to shopping for cool new clothes but remains a much-anticipated activity even for them.

Yesterday evening my husband texted me at work…”When r u coming home?  Girls said u taking them shopping?”  I, of course, had forgotten the promise but promptly wrapped up work and heading home to fetch my darlings and that most important item — the list!  I know it seems a bit early to shop for supplies but I could not take the nightly questions and if I’m honest, some years there were pretty slim pickings when I finally broke down and took them to the local office supply store.  We spent a good hour combing through the aisles of folders and other supplies to find the absolute coolest ones.  Our final selections included BMX, hang-gliding and a backpack with skulls!

This year, my older daughter decided to be “super organized” by color coordinating binders and spiral notebooks and folders for specific classes.  She has been making decorations and doing craft projects like woven basket pencil holders and framing a small mirror for her locker all summer.  I wish I could express some “really?” but that behavior actually reminds me of, well, me.  And I love it!

And while it was tiresome and tedious to open every  single spiral bound notebook on the shelves in search of the one without perforated pages (as listed on the school supply list) I really shouldn’t complain.  I remember being just as impatient and excited and focused on finding the perfect binder when I was in school.  And the alternative is far too painful to contemplate.

Lessons From a Funeral

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Having kids, from time to time I’ve wondered, “when are they old enough to learn about death?”  Should I raise the subject with them?  Do I wait until they have questions?

My husband’s uncle recently died and instead of the “stay-cation” week we’d originally planned with trips to amusement parks and museums, we traveled out-of-state for the funeral.  While my husband was at the mall buying a new pair of dress slacks, I explained to the kids that our priority was the funeral, supporting Daddy and his family, and honoring the memory of Daddy’s uncle.  If there was any time for fun stuff, we’d try to work it in, but it was highly unlikely.

And, they got it.  They never once asked “how much longer?” or “can we leave now?”  They never once grumbled about missing the water park.  They stood tall and looked people in the eye and shook hands and whispered “sorry for your loss”.  And I learned that I didn’t need to worry about them.

We all learned a lot this week.  Not all lessons were positive.  We learned for example, that not all employers are compassionate.  My sister-in-law had to leave the reception early because she couldn’t be away from work any longer or she’d lose her job.  She cried.  Her son cried.  We cried.

But there were good lessons too.  We sat quietly in the funeral home and learned what is meant by somber reflection.  We watched the church fill and we learned what is meant by respected community leader.   We drove in a long line of cars moving slowly through busy intersections and we learned what is meant by respect.  We watched as two naval officers first played “Taps” and then folded an American flag with crisp military precision and slow measured timing and we learned what is meant by honor.   We learned that you don’t have to speak to comfort someone, just being present lifts their spirits.

Screaming Me Me

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What happened to the gold old days when “time out” or the mere mention of “time out” was enough to stop all squabbling, whining, temper tantruming, disobedience, and back talking?  Time out even worked on most dinner table disagreements excepting lima beans and Brussel sprouts — for my kids’ young palates, being sequestered for hours on end was worth it if it meant they didn’t have to finish those particular vegetables.

When our children were younger, I noticed a marked difference between my husband and I regarding how we approached discipline.  On the one hand, I thought my husband had the right idea.  At the first sign of disobedience he would intervene, making it clear to our children that were they to continue on their current chosen and obviously flawed course of action there would be consequences.  Very often dire consequences.  So, while I admired that he clearly made the kids masters of their own destiny; for example, “if you continue talking back, we won’t be going to the pool,” I often felt the punishment did not fit the crime.  Usually a loss of pool privileges was not what was at stake, rather we were not going to go on vacation if they didn’t pick up their room when told.  Not exactly a reasonable or realistic punishment.  But at least it was their choice, they were in control.  They were making a conscious decision to continue doing the bad wrong aggravating thing they were doing.  Another issue with my husband’s style was lack of follow through.  Let’s just say we never stayed home from vacation.

I, on the other hand, prided myself in being the enlightened parent.  My punishments were commensurate with the misdeed.  I was fair and balanced.  I gave the kids a chance to weigh in with what they thought was a reasonable punishment.  I was the poster child for every child rearing guru who ever had a best-selling book.  Or so I thought.

But the reality is that I wasn’t any of those things.  I was, and occasionally still am, a screaming me me (or is it screaming mi mi?).  And as far as helping the children learn when they had overstepped the boundaries between good and bad behavior, well, I didn’t actually help them that much.  See I thought I was even-keeled.  And I was up to a point.  And then, Boom!  Off the cliff!  They never saw it coming.  Out of nowhere from the depths of my being would erupt a ferocious “SSSTTTTOOOOOPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Lovely.  I’m so proud.

But they say self-awareness is the first step in recovery.  That and the kids growing older and wiser.

And with age, “time out” has turned into “time without”…when necessary (which is extremely rare) the threat of a loss of an electronic gadget privilege works wonders.

But as I said, the need to voice a warning has become increasingly infrequent.  At least someone in the family is maturing.